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Larie is so unafraid and unconcerned about everything. I want to talk with him about my worries and sadness, but he always gives me such an insensitive response back. It catches me off-guard every time. He appears so approachable at times, but he lacks empathy. I think.. because he doesn't understand I'm sad. He doesn't recognize the tone of my voice or the weight of my words.

Supposedly happiness does not exists for a parrenflus, but sadness seems to be the emotion that's missing here.

When I talk about the death of my friends and family and how I'm still haunted by it, he'll make it clear to me that it's pointless to give attention to things that don't exist. I'm not expecting him to miss his family or that he had friends, but his words hit me hard. He saw my tears, they didn't alarm him. Parrenflus probably don't and can't cry. I'll have to accept he can't help me heal.

I'm disappointed, but it's not his fault I wanted to use him for myself. Empathy is hard to teach, I think I've hit a brick wall with him on this department.

Even with company, I'm still alone..

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